Blah Monday

I guess I am not alone when I say I really don't like Mondays. (Remember that song?). I am not a morning person and I have to attend an 8 a.m. meeting on Mondays. UGH. Today is weigh day and so I haven't had anything to eat or drink yet and I am grumpy. I have so much to do at work and another meeting scheduled from 1:30 to 4. I feel so drained after those. I must be sure to bring a snack in with me so my blood sugar levels won't drop. I didn't count on all this stress. I am glad for the gym. I work really, really hard at it and while I am doing it, it hurts like hell, but once I've finished, I feel terrific. Those endorphins have kicked in and I feel like I've really accomplishe something. I have a feeling my whole life will change once I've reached my goal weight. It's just maintaining my focus. I am impatient. I wish this could be finished tomorrow. I sometimes feel really pissed that I have to work so hard at it. But life isn't fair, is it? Oh well, it will only make my success taste even more sweet.