Does anybody, aside from family, read this stuff? How do people promote their blogs? Ugh. The world of technology is insane. I think it causes much unwanted angst at times. Oh, for the simpler life. I wonder where all this stuff will be in 50 years. I would never have dreamed of such stuff even when I was in high school. Wow. That's incredible when you think about it...Let me digress...sometimes it's really hard working at a place where they create yummy food. There are things I can eat sometimes, but most of the time, I just smell and look at them :( Whoa is me! For all the thousands of people who buy Company's Coming cookbooks, though, it's nice to know every recipe is tested and re-tested until it meets the company's high standards. That really reassuring when you're spending the time with these cookbooks to create something great for your family and friends. Some books are devoted to healthy eating. I will be using those to add some creativity to my meal plans. I will let you know which ones and how they are. In any case, I feel kind of blah today. When I think of my overall goal, it's seem so insurmountable. Man, do I have a lot of weight to lose. Maybe I should just focus on the smaller steps--those I must take to get there. It feels too overwhelming right now to think of anything more. I woke up this morning with cramps (when is this thing going to dry up already?). No wonder my workout was hard yesterday. I had no energy at all. I get that way around this time of the month. I also get really bad back cramps and it's hard to focus. TMI. I'll shut up LOL. It feels really difficult to pat myself on the back. I am so self-depricating. I am also hot right now but I can't take my sweater off. I tried a roll at work and I dropped sauce down my top. Figures. That's me.